Lord knows me big or small, everything

It is enchanting to read such a scripture Psalms 139:1 to 3.
Lord, you have searched me and known me. You know my sitting down and my rising up; you understand my thought afar off. You comprehend my path and my lying down, and are acauainted with all my ways." .... You know me and plan ahead even I was being formed in my mom's womb. It is fate, isn't it?

In negative or reactive thinking, I might fall into the trap of self-pity and hopeless and helpness. This is fate. Luckily, as a disciple, I believe God provides and protects in every details of my life or even my family. I think proactively. I conceive a heart of FEARING God. He sees me even in darkness because both darkness and the light are alike in God's perspective. Conceiving a fearing God heart I will do all my best to please God and make HIM smile at me and have a joyful every-day. Every day is a sunny day.